It's amazing how life can be so crazy and hectic one minute then for a brief moment blissful..then back .

Can't say I'm bored though.....I'm not stiff enough LOL !......I know that joke was awful wasn't it  ?.

One good thing is my husband and I just celebrated our 9th anniversary on Aug 8th which is a miracle and a blessing.

To think that we once hated each other a few years ago but God got a hold of us and changed all that and restored our marriage.

I love my husband very much though there are times I don't show it like I should..something of which God and I are working on.

It's so easy for me to get caught up in the day to day challenges of dealing with 2 precious autistic children plus my own health both mental (Bi Polar depression) and physical and forget the precious man I married.

It's also easy for me to get synical and focus on his faults instead of his strengths expecially when I am ....well female ......LOL !  but that in itself is no excuse.

I am trying my best to focus on his strengths and give God his faults and weeknesses ,  as well as mine the poor guy has alot to deal with .

A Bi Polar (somewhat emotionally unstable at times ) wife and 2 autistic blessings.

Speaking of autistic blessings (or in this case blessing)  I would appreciate your prayers for my 7 yr old son Matthew we have been having some issues with continuous severe melt downs (autistic fits that  are often violent come out of the blue and are uncontrollable).

He will scream, constantly bang his head on things scratch or scrape himself...and get into things constantly even after we discipline him for it.

He is extreemly Obsessive Compulsive and has been known to attack his little sister Rebecca .

His doctor changed his medicines again so please pray that it works as we are at our wits end.

I seem to be the only one that can calm him down and sometimes that takes a while.

This is very diffucult on my husband when I have meetings at my church and he has to stay home with him.

I really would not like to give up my ministries at my church as that is a good stress releiver and outlet and I need to get out more....since I can't drive and have to depend on others to take me to places when I can't walk to them.

If only my church had a nursery or special needs ministry at my church in the evenings.....maybe one day we will.

Well I am going to close this for now.....Hope all of my blog freinds are doing well.

God bless you all.